Feeling inadequate.

It's easy to feel like we don't belong. Like people don't care about us. But the thing is... That's not true at all. You are loved more than you are shown.

It's easy to feel like we're never good enough. Like our dreams won't come true. Like we are not as good at that (fill in the blank). But that's not true either. Sure there will be someone that is better, but you need to be better than your past self, not better than that person next to you.

I am a big believer on making sure people love themselves. That people feel like they are enough. I use to be that person that would doubt my abilities. I would feel like I should just give up on that dream because I will never get to that level. And while that feeling still shows up, I feel so much better about myself. I feel accomplished and I feel like I truly belong.

The only thing that is keeping you from feeling like you are worth it is yourself. I want people to feel like they are good. That they are loved. That they can be that person they have always wanted to be. If you ever meet me, I can promise you that I will make it my mission to become your friend. Because even before I meet you I will care about you. Because we are all brothers and sisters in Christ. And because I just care. Plain and simple.

Updates:
Day of dance is next Saturday! Ahh! It's definitely I weird feeling performing with a different group but I am so excited about it. I would be so much more nervous if it wasn't for everyone being so welcoming and loving to me. It's going to be great.

I released two videos yesterday for Carissa's studio and it was such a vulnerable feeling for me. I am super proud of what I did for them but there is always that feeling of missing something. But Carissa is such a wonderful person and supporter that I feel really great about it. I feel like I can do this and do it well.

Today was more practice for our upcoming project! It's definitely something that is not secret but I don't want to reveal things about it until it gets closer. I feel super blessed by it and I just feel loved by the group of us. We have been together doing what we love for a while and so this has just felt so natural. I am super excited and I will probably film it on the day. So stay tuned!!!

That's all for now!

You are great. Find your happiness and remember you are loved more than you know.

Until next time,
XOXO,
Gossip Girl.

AKA..... M'lyn